Sorry, as of July 2nd, this journal is semi-friends only!

1) Honestly, if you want to friend me...just ask. I don't bite or anything!
2) I will update my journal...a lot. Just a warning.
3) It's my journal so I can type whatever I want. Just be respectful.
4) Uh...I am quite an emotional person so you'll probably see me emo about stuff and what not. That's not to say that I won't type out happier entries.
5) I will never put a friend cut list so if you don't want to be on my f-list anymore, then that's fine. You can defriend me at any time if you wish.

It should be obvious by now that I'm very self-conscious when it comes to my roleplaying ability. So, I've decided to put up a crit. post here! If you see anything OOC with my characters, just let me know. Tell me what you think, I can handle a little criticism. Please don't tell me "OMG! GTFO,  GO DIE IN A FIRE! U SUCK!" because...=|...that doesn't help much. Anonymous can reply too and all comments are screened. So...go all out.

Here is the list of people I roleplay.

Um...-hides in a corner and waits-

I hope everyone had a good Christmas Holiday because I sure did! I didn't really so much aside from watching Sherlock Holmes. How was it you ask? Wellll....

( idk, in case of spoilers? )

And I found out my classes for next semester and...uh....

( it's heeelllll )

....So....it's going to be around 12-18+ 15-25+ inches of snow over here tomorrow....I really hope the weather channel is lying. I love snow because it's so pretty and I rarely get to see it but.....as much as I love it... HOLY COW I DO NOT WANT TO SHOVE THAT MUCH SNOW OFF THE DRIVE WAY. We're going to be snowed in for quite a while my friends.... /sob why couldn't this have happened last week for finals?

THANK YOU pillowfight ♥ I promise to use it wisely!

Since everyone is doing this meme....

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Happy Friday the 13th! \o

Yes, this deserves it's own post.

You know it's sad when you have finished all of your work for Monday, minus reading 120 pages on said book, and the day isn't over. I even cleaned the floor and the sink on my side of the room and I'm just going "...it's not even 8 yet?" Just...[insert sigh here]

I'm almost done with Fuuka's app for luceti, all I need to do it just rewrite the sample posts and I'm done! The third sample I can do in...what, 10 minutes? It's the first person that's just killing me. Maybe because I nitpick a lot...I'm still thinking of giving Reala a try with the Kyle app I saw but...I'll stick with Fuuka and see how it goes. I'm not even sure will that Kyle get in...

I don't care what anyone else says, Rping a Hetalia character is HARD. Especially when there's one with so little canon info and you have to go by stereotypes. Just....ARGH.

At times like these, I wonder would it be better if I stayed oblivious to the world around me or would it be better for me to be informed? Even if it meant showing the harsh reality of it all? As much as I want to choose the other...right now, I think I want to go with the first one.

The more I learn about history, the more I am starting to believe that humanity is doing more bad than good...and slowly killing themselves out of existence.

Let's see...what are the things that I have to do this week? Russian midterm starts in an hour and 15 minutes that I'm completely not ready for and there's that oral exam tomorrow. Argh...

There's that quiz that's due by tonight and let's not forget the 200 pages that I need to read too. There's that child development paper that is due on Friday and I need two more observations. No big deal I guess...I can always go in by tomorrow and on Thursday. All I need to do is just BS all the things that I have seen so...all is good! I just don't think I'll be sleeping quite a lot this week.

Bleh...I'll make a real post soon one day.

Orz, so much work for a cosplay outfit for Saturday. I spend about an hour making the sleeves since it was a quick job and I can't say I'm pleased with the results. However, I have a feeling my mom is going to kill me for messing with her outfit though...>_>

( Ignore this, this is my hell week planner ) 

/sobs This week is going to SUCK!

I'm not too worried about the Geography or the child development quiz. All I have to do for Geography is label stuff and I can memorize that in 30 minutes and the child development quiz is open notes...and I have 5 tries. It's the history presentation I'm worried about the most. AHGPIAHOIAHGOI DAMMIT. There goes my sleep for the week.

I have to do a history project on the French Revolution and it's a power point presentation. Problem is that I was hoping to spend the whole day doing nothing but the project and ,it turns out, both my computer and my laptop don't have power point.

ARGH

Bleh...so much for optimism.

Edit: Wow, Rping a Hetalia character is a lot harder than it looks.

Nevermind. I swear I'm bipolar.

I failed my Russian quiz for yesterday and my geography quiz from last week. I have a presentation to do next week for History along with the hell week...or midterm week. Not only that, I have a Russian quiz on Thursday that I haven't studied for. I made myself look like a total dumbass in front of the cashiers at the cafeteria and at dunkin' donuts. Plus, I have a ton of homework to do for today and I think that the Halloween decoration at my floor dorm looks fugly (well...considering I was the one who did the whole thing and just gave up half way since it was really late at night and lol homework).

You know what I have to say to that? Fuck it. I don't care what anyone says about me or whatever comes my way, nothing is going to bring me down today. I don't know what happened last Thursday when I drank that coffee but I've been feeling nothing but pure optimism for the past couple of days. It feels as though I'm on top of the world right now and I'm just so damn happy for no reason at all. I have a freaking smile on my face right now! Probably because the plot going on at sortinghat_rp is coming along nicely and I got accepted into soul_campaign after spending 9 hours on my application on Saturday. I don't know but the important thing is that I'm not always usually this happy and while it may disappear next week for the midterms, I'm taking every bit of today and dragging it on to Friday.

So, c'mon, world. Take your best shot, you're not bringing me down!

/HUGS EVERYONE ON MY F-LIST <3