Winter or spring

ame_no_genki @ 2009-11-02T17:44:00

2009-11-02T22:50:58Z

You know it's sad when you have finished all of your work for Monday, minus reading 120 pages on said book, and the day isn't over. I even cleaned the floor and the sink on my side of the room and I'm just going "...it's not even 8 yet?" Just...[insert sigh here]

I'm almost done with Fuuka's app for luceti, all I need to do it just rewrite the sample posts and I'm done! The third sample I can do in...what, 10 minutes? It's the first person that's just killing me. Maybe because I nitpick a lot...I'm still thinking of giving Reala a try with the Kyle app I saw but...I'll stick with Fuuka and see how it goes. I'm not even sure will that Kyle get in...

I don't care what anyone else says, Rping a Hetalia character is HARD. Especially when there's one with so little canon info and you have to go by stereotypes. Just....ARGH.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-26T21:33:00

2009-10-27T01:48:52Z

At times like these, I wonder would it be better if I stayed oblivious to the world around me or would it be better for me to be informed? Even if it meant showing the harsh reality of it all? As much as I want to choose the other...right now, I think I want to go with the first one.

The more I learn about history, the more I am starting to believe that humanity is doing more bad than good...and slowly killing themselves out of existence.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-26T11:13:00

2009-10-26T15:14:24Z

Let's see...what are the things that I have to do this week? Russian midterm starts in an hour and 15 minutes that I'm completely not ready for and there's that oral exam tomorrow. Argh...

There's that quiz that's due by tonight and let's not forget the 200 pages that I need to read too. There's that child development paper that is due on Friday and I need two more observations. No big deal I guess...I can always go in by tomorrow and on Thursday. All I need to do is just BS all the things that I have seen so...all is good! I just don't think I'll be sleeping quite a lot this week.

Bleh...I'll make a real post soon one day.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-17T19:35:00

2009-10-17T23:56:04Z

Orz, so much work for a cosplay outfit for Saturday. I spend about an hour making the sleeves since it was a quick job and I can't say I'm pleased with the results. However, I have a feeling my mom is going to kill me for messing with her outfit though...>_>

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-11T23:04:00

2009-10-12T03:07:37Z

- History Midterm = Tuesday

- Geography Quiz = Tuesday

~~- Child Development Quiz = Wednesday~~

- Geography Midterm = Thursday

-Russian Quiz - Thursday

~~- History Project = Thursday~~ I AM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS STUPID THING!!!!!! AG:A:KGAGHLKAHGLAG

/sobs This week is going to SUCK!

I'm not too worried about the Geography or the child development quiz. All I have to do for Geography is label stuff and I can memorize that in 30 minutes and the child development quiz is open notes...and I have 5 tries. It's the history presentation I'm worried about the most. AHGPIAHOIAHGOI DAMMIT. There goes my sleep for the week.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-10T21:53:00

2009-10-11T01:55:54Z

I have to do a history project on the French Revolution and it's a power point presentation. Problem is that I was hoping to spend the whole day doing nothing but the project and ,it turns out, both my computer and my laptop don't have power point.

ARGH

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-07T22:18:00

2009-10-08T02:19:01Z

Bleh...so much for optimism.

Edit: Wow, Rping a Hetalia character is a lot harder than it looks.

Nevermind. I swear I'm bipolar.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-06T17:39:00

2009-10-06T21:52:21Z

I failed my Russian quiz for yesterday and my geography quiz from last week. I have a presentation to do next week for History along with the hell week...or midterm week. Not only that, I have a Russian quiz on Thursday that I haven't studied for. I made myself look like a total dumbass in front of the cashiers at the cafeteria and at dunkin' donuts. Plus, I have a ton of homework to do for today and I think that the Halloween decoration at my floor dorm looks fugly (well...considering I was the one who did the whole thing and just gave up half way since it was really late at night and lol homework).

You know what I have to say to that? Fuck it. I don't care what anyone says about me or whatever comes my way, nothing is going to bring me down today. I don't know what happened last Thursday when I drank that coffee but I've been feeling nothing but pure optimism for the past couple of days. It feels as though I'm on top of the world right now and I'm just so damn happy for no reason at all. I have a freaking smile on my face right now! Probably because the plot going on at sortinghat_rp is coming along nicely and I got accepted into soul_campaign after spending 9 hours on my application on Saturday. I don't know but the important thing is that I'm not always usually this happy and while it may disappear next week for the midterms, I'm taking every bit of today and dragging it on to Friday.

So, c'mon, world. Take your best shot, you're not bringing me down!

ame_no_genki @ 2009-10-01T17:08:00

2009-10-01T21:09:21Z

/HUGS EVERYONE ON MY F-LIST <3

ame_no_genki @ 2009-09-25T00:30:00

2009-09-25T04:31:49Z

Say what you will, but I just thought this was awesome ._.;

ame_no_genki @ 2009-09-23T23:05:00

2009-09-24T03:07:03Z

Just once.... I would like to say that nothing can bring me down and make it stay that way for the rest of the day.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-09-20T00:05:00

2009-09-20T04:06:08Z

my anime stereotype

ame_no_genki @ 2009-09-09T13:37:00

2009-09-09T17:51:34Z

...If the plague or the swine flu or whatever won't kill me then Russian (and maybe US History) will. I thought it wasn't going to be too hard, just a lot of time on my hands....until I saw the curve letters. If anyone's interested, here. Just...WTF? It's....argh, it's going to be really confusing....

Other than that, I really should start on my readings soon. I'm a week behind...

ame_no_genki @ 2009-08-30T19:31:00

2009-08-31T00:09:14Z

Since someone in the anon meme wanted to know what I thought about the Nanjing museum I saw, here's what I really think.

It did effect me in a way that I'm starting to look everything apathetically and holding on to life a bit more. I'm not sure did the people on my flist saw a post a couple of days ago, but I was to the point of just flat out quitting the RP world because it just reminded me so much of it. Sure I overreacted but I was having nightmares about it. I remember that moments before sleeping, I kept seeing this blue picture of a baby and it kept multiplying in my head. Call me a wuss if you like but I don't like seeing people getting tortured. Trust me, the pictures in the museum were quite graphic to the point where I keep seeing them everywhere, even to this day. Thank god that they were in black and white or else I would have ran out of that museum quicker than anyone else. I was not kidding when I said that I really did start crying the moment I walked in that museum. Hell, even before. I saw statues of babies crying over their mothers, people carrying their grandma others and other people, etc, etc. Even right now typing this, I'm getting goosebumps over it.

So, I walked in the museum. It wasn't too bad...it told me the history of how the Japanese invaded Shanghai and Nanjing. I didn't understand it since ,at the time, my family only had an hour to rush through the museum. Even with the English audio, I only had a vague idea of how it happened. So, I went on youtube to understand what they were talking about after coming back to America. Worst. Idea. Ever.

Okay from there, I saw pictures of the destruction and this is where I began to freak out mentally. For example, there was a freaking stick out a women's vagina. Yeah, seriously. I said to my mom saying "It can't be what I think it is...is it?" There were holes on the side of her so I wasn't even too sure if it was what I think it was. Out of all the pictures, that just freaked me out the most and I have no idea why. Some other pictures would be showing a a head of a man on lying on a stick and the burned corpses. As much as I want to talk more about the pictures I saw, I can't remember most of them. That's how much I wanted to forget I ever went to the museum. But...the rape case that I remembered the most was that they raped a women when she was barely even a teenager. They raped her to the point where she's having trouble going to the bathroom for the rest of her life. There was instruments on how they killed them too. There was this cage and spikes on them. They put Chinese people in them and rolled them down the hill. Just...why? To make it worse, after I saw the youtube documentary, I finally understood that before the Nanjing invasion they were using them as experiments for weapons. ...Why would you cut a baby open to see how the organs worked? Just...for the love of god...just....

It's just...how in the world can people be this cruel to others? HOW? I just don't understand. There's a difference between shooting someone and ending their life there and burning them alive while laughing.I mean, it REALLY did come to a point where did freak out when someone spoke Japanese. No, this isn't include anime. I think I've gotten too use to it by now. It's just real people talking in Japanese freaks me out the most. It pisses me off so much that they flat out refuse and deny that it ever happened. But then again, no one ever wants to admit something like that.

Even worse, the documentary I saw on youtube...the comments just...I wanted to stab some of the people! They said that this was a lie. Dude, if America, England, France, ...hell...almost all of the European nations were involved...that would be some lie. Just...I don't even know anymore.

If anyone said that people die and this was a war, then tell me this: Did they even need to be that cruel? Like I said before, there's a difference between killing and torturing someone.

Hell, I'm crying so much just from writing this post.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-08-30T17:27:00

2009-08-30T21:26:25Z

ANON MEME

ame_no_genki @ 2009-08-23T20:37:00

2009-08-24T00:48:23Z

...I barely started RPing Fuuka and I already want to scream. The muse is clearly there, I can hear her just fine but...perhaps the event going on is too much to handle for the muse? Maybe it's my own inability to be confident enough of my own characterization of her? Or maybe I can't handle the awesome that is the Persona cast? idk.

Maybe I just need some sleep...

Okay after thinking about it some more, I think it is the event.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-08-16T23:06:00

2009-08-16T15:11:45Z

....I don't know why...but when I went to the Nanjing Holocaust museum today, I almost broke down in tears. Knowing that people were able to do something like this is horrible. But then again, it was...what...WWII? Things like these happen...

Other than that, it's been great so far here! Aside from the fact that I can't handle the dry air quality in Hong Kong and it got me epically ill and that China is over 9000 degrees, it's been fun! I'll write about it when I get back.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-08-03T00:41:00

2009-08-03T04:41:35Z

7 hours before I leave to China and screw up my circadian sleep cycle. Let's see can I stay up until 7am \o

In other news, I'm on a drawing spree lately and here, have a meme

Name a character I've played, and I will tell you...
❥ what initially prompted me to like the character enough to write about him/her.
❥ one of his/her best traits.
❥ one of his/her worst traits.
❥ how easy/difficult I find it to write the character.
❥ the story/thread/chapter/post/etc where I feel that I truly captured them.
❥ my plans (if any) to write the character in the near future.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-07-27T13:38:00

2009-07-27T17:38:55Z

Canada, here I come!

ame_no_genki @ 2009-07-19T03:30:00

2009-07-19T07:30:45Z

You know what, these next two weeks are going to kill me.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-07-17T01:47:00

2009-07-17T05:52:27Z

In about 13 hours, my grandmother will be here. Hopefully nothing will go wrong with this trip.

Aside from that, I officially cleaned out the horror that is my closet! Everything looks so nice and organized now \o

But with everyone in Otakon, Luceti and SH seem so empty now.

Hi, spamming your f-list

2009-07-08T18:37:40Z

Your result for Roleplayer Test!...

The Soap Opera Star

Plotful, Character-Oriented, Sexual

You're the Soap Opera Star, the center of a massive web of characters -- and more importantly, character relationships. You roleplay mainly for character dynamics, and romantic character dynamics at that: if you didn't start playing with a ship in mind, you're definitely shipping now that you're playing. But it's not random relationships that appeal to you. You like your plots! It's just that most or all of them are personal in nature and revolve around either getting characters together or developing relationships once they've formed. But if given a plot like that, you're a determined, reliable RP partner. However, of all roleplayers, you're likely to be the ones most emotionally attached to your character and to fall in RP-love with the players of your ships.

Take Roleplayer Test! at HelloQuizzy

Yeeeeep, that's me alright. o_ob

Edit: Huh, there's some extreme irony in knowing that by buying Persona 3, I was behind in my credit card debit.

ame_no_genki @ 2009-06-28T00:31:00

2009-06-28T04:48:09Z

...Today when I went to cow town to work, I got really mad at most of the people there. Why? The fact that everywhere I go, I saw Micheal Jackson. It hasn't even been 5 days since he died and everyone is turning his death into merchandise including my own aunt. Yes, I know that his death was sudden and everyone still grieving about him but to know that they're making money out of someone's death is just...ARGH.

In other news,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA! THIS SPARKLY TEXT HAS BECOME A VAMPIRE FOR YOU 8D

ame_no_genki @ 2009-06-25T17:34:00

2009-06-25T21:34:48Z

WTF AIM? Just...wtf?

Eh...I might as well post it on here too...yay for RP pimping!

2009-06-25T04:30:32Z

I'm REALLY REALLLY sorry if you see this wherever on your f-list!

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